Finally , i' m done with matriculation studies. Being in matriculation do change the way i think. I know matriculation was hard enough. I cried once because of studies stress.  On the last day, i ask most of my friends , roommates etc have you ever cried here? Majority said YES. When i asked for the reasons most of them said study stress in demand when you have to do well. As everyone in here is our competitor.

So for those who choose matriculation as your path. Its a good choice.
For those who really want go overseas for degree. Matriculation is one of the path only if you did well and always check the information box at hal ehwal pelajar buiding. Cos from there i know matriculation student do have opportunity for study in overseas. Beforehand, your academic result come first.

So, being in matriculation yes I admit it hard especially when you took module 1 which include chemistry, physics biology and math.
at first it hard for me to adapt with the culture I started my first semester by getting C for my physic  , D for my Chemistry and B for biology and maths quizs Yes I know I'm not a bright student to begin with. I cried all day long when I know my result. my first half semester exam I got CGPA 2.9 which is so dissapointing as people around me majority scored CGPA 3.0+. But never give up, I try my best be clingy with those who i judged as brilliant student I went to wherenever they went including when their tutorial teacher held an extra class for their practicum. shamelessly attended the class hahahaha. So by the end of the semester my PSPM 1 CGPA is 3.85 . Yahoo!

score 3.85 is nothing. because in my college 300+ student score 4.0 for PSPM 1. but its a great achievement anyway.
 At the end of November if I'm not mistaken, my 2nd semester started, the moment when the syllybus get tougher especially for chemistry but its okay stay motivated! so this time I studied alone. Because I start to gain confident based on my quiz score. and I scored 3.73 for my half 2nd semester exam. ya its not what I expected . but I admit that I'm weak in chemistry. Next, for PSPM 2, I prepared for the exam a month earlier as the chemistry syllybus get tougher and have to cope with busy schedule. However Physic and Biology were neglected.Most of the time I'm with Chemistry and Mathematics book as I got B+ in math in PSPM 1 and B for Chemistry for UPS 2 . I managed to finish all the pysic syllybus in a day  which was 2 days before Physic exam and I also need to cover for my Biology which the exam held a day earlier than Physics. So, I make a study group with those who are in the same situation. it was such a hectic weekend.

The day when the PSPM 2 result about to come out, I was so nervous for my Physic and biology as i studied a very last minute for the subjects. alhamdullilah I finally got 4.0 CGPA. my dream finally came true. thanks for the people who help me . thanks a lot ya! Now, it proof that study group is my thing!