Few years have gone, now we must start a new goal for this year. Being out of school make me wonder who I'm going to be ? What course I'm going to take in university ? How many A's I'm going to get? Do SPM gonna give me say 'I'm regret for not study hardly' or 'Alhamdulillah, I'm going to wait for the offer'. But honestly, I do feel like I'm going to regret the way I spend my year last year. 

Today, 19 JAN 2015

 at 12 noon the application for be a student in public university open. Unfortunately, I still wonder the questions that have been haunted me right after the last day of SPM. Last 2 days when I scroll my instagram, luckily I saw my friends who I used to close with got into matriculation with their trial result. I seriously, ENVY them. Honestly, at the same time I miss them for being my classmate when I was in form 1 and 2. I still can mesmerized when we're having hard time to catch up with the 'chinese' during Pn.Chia class (math class) since the teacher always giving us mathematical practice at the end of classes and only for those who done with the assignment can home or hostel. Alhamdulillah till the mid-term we managed to get along with them.

talking about my hostel life, I used to be ignored by my batch for 1.5 years. when my lovely sister (senior batch 95') asking them why they are ignoring me? ...................... yet there is no specific answer from them the just saying that I